With dead tongues and lonely hearts we cough the poison out

You thought you had me fooled, but you wouldn't last a day in my shoes.

So, I guess i learnt quite alot in the past few days. I learnt that, my brother is coming to the kerrang relentless gig that im going to. He was being a prick about it, but after a while, and a few arguments, we've worked it out and now, its all good tbh. He added me on myspace and said he cant be arsed fighting anymore, he wants to be friends with me. You dont know how i jumped for joy then, i was like, OMFG, FINAFUCKINGLLY! Its amazing dude, i've been waiting for this day forever.

I learnt about my love of the devil wear's prada lyrics; Chris has 'Christ still stands perfectly in my heart' tattooed across his chest. I think thats beautiful, and i really respect him for it, because he's not ashamed about his religion. Yeah, they're the devil wears prada lyrics too. I've decided that, the best lyrics tend to be from screamo songs; Bring me the Horizon, Architects, the Devil Wears Prada, if you read their lyrics and think deeply into them, wow.

I learnt that, when things actually come my way, i always push them away, even if its what i want. They split, and i guess im happy about it, but im sticking up for her because in my eyes they're both unhappy with this decision. For fuck sakes. She doesnt deserve him, this is utter crap, why/what am i doing. I always end up doing this. And it always ends up hurting me. Stupid, Stupid Beth.